I wish, I wish, I wish

I wish, I wish, I wish…

Working on my preferred & non side, on a pose I fell in love with but practice rarely, for my body responds better to not over using my joints..I wish i could celebrate everyone & my journey could make everyone feel valid. I wish people could see my heart & soul to know that nothing I am devalues them, even if it is different to the way they look, do or feel. I wish they could see I find different beautiful & inspiring. I wish we could all see the human behind the physical form because no matter what we look like we all struggle & this shame, judgment of another story or body makes the struggle that much harder. I wish for my daughters future this could all change. I wish you could all see my mental hard work, my scars of life, rape & abuse like a weight loss journey or a missing limb because the pain & struggle is as hard. I wish you could all see my work days, my caring for my daughter, my doing life, my I can’t afford a car or house, my doing my best so you could see I’m just like you all. I wish I wish I wish. Today my heart hurts just simply because I feel my pain & your pain & I can’t fix it. Here I am vulnerable here before you all & say this. Im sorry for those that have hurt you, I’m sorry the world keeps telling you or someone they are not enough, I’m sorry that no matter how many positives there are to you people always find a way to misappropriate you and make you not enough. I have lost count of how many people I’ve met, in the roots of their bodies, repairing the damage done by sexual abuse, shame, society standards & violation. Let me be clear, the human body & energy system are far too powerful to be damaged by these acts—but what is damaged is peoples connection to their own body, to their own knowing of their body as sacred. That connection between themselveses & their body is what must be repaired to heal. Without this they will never fully exist, always being half of who they could be. So today I stand here in honor of you all I am human just like you all & I am struggling too just like you. I love you & remember the only way out is through. The only way through is start with the person in the mirror you. My love Rhy

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